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[03 Sep 2005|06:32pm] |
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imoved.
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[03 Jul 2005|01:47am] |
been in extremely good mood these days, probably partly because the dreadful terms are over. (so everybody if you have anything to ask of me ask NOW) after being deprived of a quality weekend last week im alive bouncing and doing all that i do to pamper myself. i know i shouldnt complain since its only one weekend out of four in the holidays, but when it comes to weekends i have the tendency to get selfish. blatantly honest i know, but nothing feels as good as knowing that your weekends are well spent and nothing is quite as important to me.
meanwhile i cant wait for ThequietAffair on monday, and best part is i get to pick the restaurant. just my favourrite thing to do, and what im good at doing!! trust me to actually read up and mull over it. see thats the thing with good ol' friends, they know you best and they are ever so accomodating. sometimes i really feel like a big baby with them because they listen to me whine and complain, listen to my countless crazy ideas with enthusiasm and my once in a while gushing(im lying). and at the end of the day i can trust them to take care of me. just like i am a bigMAMA to them (or at least, used to). these are friends i want to hold on to, friends with whom i will have tea together ten years down the road, friends who will be my bridesmaids and whom i will see getting wed to the love of their lives in such bliss and happiness. i know i said a million times how i never liked it back there in rgs, but then again if it werent for that place how would we have met? you guys are the beautiful people of rgs, so beautiful in my eyes.
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[25 Jun 2005|11:45pm] |
imback, from the city of smiles and where there is only the existence of Free Size and nothing else. endless shopping and good thai food, spicest tomyamsoup ever that got me tearing. i am emotionally attached to bangkok, despite being there a million times since young. i want to migrate there and never come back, with hot thai boys and girls aplenty as my friends, my shopping companions after school. everyone is so smiley, i think i smiled more than i ever did in the time span of an hour. chinleng would have been so proud of me. just for kicks, someone told me i used give him the "come near me and i'll kill you vibes" which i thought was plain retarded but extremely funny.
i cant wait for school to start, terms is the only thing that makes it a tad depressing. i miss how it feels walking into the hall in the mornings, sitting at the void deck thinking about nothing while the everyone else around you goes about eating, talking, screaming, gossiping, dadada.
good night world, i am tired already.
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[21 Jun 2005|12:38am] |
hii im alive kickin and making an update here before i fly in a day's time. you see i have practically less than 24hours to make the most out of my term revision. fantasic isnt it? how thrilling. the postcard from alaska arrived in the mail today, from the girl who caught 4fish, saw a bear and did alot of shopping. the girl who had an amazinglyfunwildandcrazy birthdaynight on saturday. cranberry&nuts by myself @ forbiddencity while watching the sky go from blue to orange to dark and waiting for the rest. i have never been anymore patient in my life. (see im good) good dinner, awfullysinfulchocolatecake top with strawberry before cabbing back to the hotel when we played drinking games and being the one next to ep yknow i suffered quite abit. had to hide in the toilet and decided to clean up the sink area which was too wet for my liking. fastfoward a longtimelater we found ourselves at clubmomo which was way more crowded than expected. more drinks, dancing, falling with ting which genna thought was crawling, frenzied phototaking, watching my alaskagirl go triggerhappy. slight nauseous state which got me thinking whether you get high before you throw up or the other way round. the latter doesnt make sense so must mean im weird, hahaha. was thinking of chah&chel for a while, in the midst of all the fun. suddendoritoscraving@ 4am and walls icecream we bought earlier. waking up at 8 so i could enjoy a nice quiet bath while everybody else was sleeping and smelling like pigs. no mommy to dry my hair that morning but i did it myself, quite nicely. tried cleaning up the place again cos it was even messier. im tired but i dont intend to drop my plans for pilates tmr morning. will update the pictures someday, meantime, keep clicking on it yea. 
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[18 Jun 2005|12:20am] |
yknow yoga is such a beautiful thing. the quality, the breadth, the alignment, the balance, the relaxation and the awareness that is engaged in the practice, everything that seems to almost contradict each other yet they integrate. i realised how beautiful a quality practice can be, and its not just about a series of strange bindings but a flow of uninterrupted movements. and at the end of the class your body is tinted with sweat, you feel that your mind is quiet and you experience the intimacy between yourself and your heart.
its not something quite easily understood unless you feel it for yourself. honestly i dont experience it everytime. i suppose its something that hits you, and then you begin to feel for it and appreciate it more.
and one of the most important things you learn is to let go. its so hard and yet so necessary. you let go of all the tensions you have, all your thoughts and emotions. even hamstring and forward poses require you to surrender and let go. only by letting go of life can we truly live. start letting go today. it will make your life better, like it did mine.
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[16 Jun 2005|12:17am] |
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cant help it if i always end up in a mercs cab home in the wee hours of the morning.
cant help it if the cab driver decides to drop me off at orchard foc just so i could get on a london cab instead.
gg home @4, getting rid of the smell in my hair, my mom drying my hair for me, sleeping for 3 hours, and waking up again for our shopping trip at dfs with my mom's friends.
i really cant help it.
but somehow i dont feel extremely recharged for term revision. well anyway talk about happy things,
my alaskagirl is back, and im flying just next week,
i can almost forsee myself tapping my nail on the scratched shitless table in the exam hall and swirling my black pen like the answer would fall from the sky.
i need to repay my sleep debt.
pictures speak a thousand words,
heresforthe2prsinmyheart,
iamfullofloveforyou.
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[01 Jun 2005|10:34pm] |
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been gg out every damn day since school ended (even before actually), i am now secretly wondering if i have school mates who already started their revision for terms. and that is an extremely scary thought, triggered by shaun whos telling me about the possibility of people studying weeks before. i feel guilty for even thinking about the fun that i have yet to enjoy, the real fun coming up. but sometimes you really cant help it.
and with yoga everyday i have to go out of the house, i have to go to town, i have to eat out, and i have to walk past the malls. speaking of which i'll be going for my first pilates class tomorrow, not particularly excited but im hoping for a good kickass session. i
just remembered im gg away the last week of holidays, yes right before term exams. so im pretty screwed ay. today, i went to town with my mom and then we went to katong for laksa. couldnt finish half of it cos it was too spicy for me so we went to the cake shop after that. you have no idea how fat i feel today, ha ha ha. met up with chin and chah(finally) later. relieved the good old times with sweet/salted/buttered popcorn and the only thing missing was yoou chel. im counting down to the night i'll be seeing you,chah and everybody else. meantime i must mention i feel quite proud and smart for deciding to give last night a miss. *Sniggers.
okay im outta here. Ciaos(:
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[30 May 2005|06:28pm] |
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im back, back from hongkong/macau feeling really thankful that i actually live on this sunny island, and appreciative of all that our government has done for us. i dont think i can survive for more than a week in hongkong, and even shopping centres are bigger in bangkok. but then again i still managed to get 9bags, not all for myself of course, though my last trip to bangkok was def more fruitful. dont want to complain much, i'll just leave you with some ( pictures )
so holidays have started, and so did the great sporesale. my mom and i had a big breakfast at killiney on sunday morning, we had frenchtoast, kayatoast, eggs, meesiam, curry&baguette + 2 cups of hot milk tea. now thats a lot for 2 persons, *sheepish smile. bbut it was all fun and crazy, then i went for yoga after that so i hope i did burn off part of our breakfast. actually humans are so weird, why do we want to eat so much and yet later we are dying to burn it off? might as well not eat in the first place, but ok i still love eating. good food that is, i dont see the point of wasting calories on junk food.
you know once i couldnt understand why is it that for things i do people actually bother that much as to waste a few seconds deciding their view on it and then even telling another person what they think when they wouldnt give as much of a damn if it were somebody else. finally i came to the conclusion that theres simply nothing i can do if people keep giving me attention, good or bad. i cant help it yknow, its up to me to do things but its up to others to want to give me attention or not. i dont know if its a delusional thing but on a lighter note not everybody gets attention even as much as they want to. so there rueben tan, dont worry about something like this. its so passe i already learnt how to live with it. even if it means you labelling me as a hippie simply when i decided to wear pants on a saturday. i can live with myself, can you live with yours? :)
there im out, boston republic tonight, means opportunity cost of desperate housewives.
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[19 May 2005|03:14pm] |
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fell sick yesterday, felt so terrible but i managed to refrain myself from getting a pink slip just so i could get one today. was only awake from 7PM-9PM last night, and because i slept so much i am much better today. and because i slept that much, there wasnt time for biology at all. did my GP test today though, GP Package tests are always soo exciting.
went shopping just now, got all i'll possibly need on the plane including the sleeping oil from asia spa which i've been looking for all over the place. feeling a tinge of guilt for taking a pink slip just so i could shop with my mom. but maybe, just maybe, it was that that made me much better.
*RETARDED SMILE.
am going to the hairdresser's later.
and i just want to say this,
I really cant wait for the june holidays.
absolut raspberri, im coming to getyaa
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[15 May 2005|12:31pm] |
my mom just cooked me a sumptious lunch on a lazy sunday afternoon. i need to say i am ever so appreciative of all the things she has done for me. from waiting in town for me to bring me my yoga wear just so i neednt bring too many things to school, even waiting for my sessions to end, to waking up when i call her at 4.30AM, and waiting patiently for me to shower then helping me to blow dry my hair so i can sleep without wet hair. this isnt mothers' day i know, but when it comes to showing your love and appreciation for your mommy dearest, you dont always need special occasions to do so :)
will be gg away to hongkong for a short getaway this long weekend, permission already granted by the vp since i'll be missing one/ two days of school. meanwhile everyone just hang in there, the june break is just round the corner. cant wait i know, cos neither can i. but first, i cant wait to SHOP. in hk. *bigsmile.
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[08 May 2005|01:02am] |
did 2 sessions of yoga in the morning, before collecting the cake for mommy and stopping by the florist for fresh roses. went home to change and out again with my mom this time for my appointment. then we did some shopping after which i felt hungry for subway despite knowing that i would be having dinner in 2hours' time. but thankfully lido was too crowded so i changed my mind and waited patiently till dinner at hardrock. *pats my own back.
would you think im crazy if i tell you i want a vacation job at hrc because e thought of wearing that white dress of a thing excites me? okay just kidding there.
im tired, but im not complaining because i had a good day :)
so there you go, my short and sweet update for the day.
Good night world.
(I KNOW IT ISNT SWEET BUT THATS BECAUSE I DO NOT WANT YOU GUYS TO GET FAT.)
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[27 Apr 2005|03:38pm] |
hahaha, only someone like rueben will take a pink panadol because he was having cramps.
ha ha ha.
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[24 Apr 2005|12:26am] |
it makes me cringe looking at the oversized blog space of the previous entry. to tell the truth i feel compelled to do something about it yet my laziness is making it seem such a difficult task, so i suppose it will just be like that for the time being. so you see throughout my MIA period i have evolved into some kind of lazy animal, i feel ashamed myself if i were to tell you the number of nights i slept at 8:30, or latest 9:30. all except that night i decided to watch eyeforguy and i felt so disgusted and cheated (of my sleeping time) and later sorry for denise keller.
& because of bio make-up lectures for the past 3 saturdays, i had been deprived of saturday-life. till sunday when i totally did nothing but yoga in the morning, lunch at cecil street, shopped in town, even visited toysrus, and dinner at tonyromas. now thats what i call a sane way of living life.
i havent been doing yoga religiously for the past 2weeks, time constraints, ladies' holidays, laziness. but i will make sure i do so start monday. i just want to make sure my head continues to touch my knee and my hands at level with my toes.
im contemplating whether or not to participate in library-building at sarawak or reward myself with a wonderful month-long holiday doing something else that would perhaps be a thousand times more exciting. but the idea of a quiet time for 2weeks at sarawak doing something meaningful sounds equally appealing to me so i guess i'll decide in bed later. unless to say i fall asleep before i can even come up with a final decision.
spent my afternoon in town today and later at bugis and then raffles place. (no yoga, :() then for the record i went jogging with my mom. shes making sure i exercise these days so tomorrow i'll probably be in my running shoes again, not that i mind. anyway i feel the need to mention this, that since school started after march holidays, i havent missed any day of school. now how's that? :)
im quite sure i have something to do for EMC by next week, since i am now a com member besides events manager. that spells work huh?
*YAWN.
see, did i not tell you to be patient?
i updated so much.
till next time, :).
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[12 Apr 2005|07:06pm] |
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now almost every other class rep has started to wrap the attendance book like i did, its not special anymore. it has just become "one of those books" already, so boo to that. but remember its the greatest compliment to have somebody do what you do?
yeah, :)
okay life's been pretty decent, thankgod. my new class is just fine and perhaps even more fun than the previous one.
see when you havent blogged for ages, you just dont know what to blog anymore.
i shall leave you with this:
i really miss my long curly hair.
& do you remember those times?
now dont say i stop updating.
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[31 Mar 2005|05:06pm] |
yesterday, got through the fence and up some hill to escape out of school so i could get to town earlier to do my yoga. earlier in the day sheila and i ran from lawrence ang when we saw him pointing his finger at us. it was quite a retarded thing to do and very cartoon, but what to do : )
today, i smashed my head my head against the pillar and it hurt so bad i was tearing. now not only do i have a huge swelling on my head, my jaw hurts and so does the side of my neck. i was in such a need to whine i went out of school instead of staying for biology lecture to meet my mom in town. later my gramps called to ask if i was alright, i felt so vulnerable like a baby. i think i kinda got the whole big family worried shit.
so i went out of school and missed econs and bio lectures because i dint think i could think anymore, but humans have to eat/shop despite not being able to think. so we went olio for lunch and i felt much comforted after that.
okay im gg off now for a nap, and i must take precaution not to sleep on the wrong side of my head or you'll hear me scream out in pain.
PS/ Thanks to Debbie, Sheila, Aneeta and Sam!
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[29 Mar 2005|10:18pm] |
rainy day today, so was extremely chilly in the lecture theatres. looks like you dont need a slurpee to get a brain freeze actually.
last lecture ended at 11:10 after which we went to the gym, to the cafe, changed out and was ready to bum around til we decided to change again and played tennis. anyway the sun was really bright hot and sorching by 2pm and now my arms and legs are sunburnt. now thats how sensitive my skin is.
tomorrow i shall do yoga, been MIA a few days because of ladies' holidays. i need to stretch, bind and balance again.
out!
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[28 Mar 2005|07:30pm] |
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i was just wondering, why cant all of us do our 2.4km on a treadmill instead of around the boring orange track under the bright hot sun? if really the outdoor environment is a must, then we could just bring the treadmill out to the field yknow, its hardly a very difficult thing at all.
dinner was fab, home late today and will be again tomorrow, i need to think of constructive but not depressing(ie.hw) ways to spend my free time, like perhaps bring a set of monopoly or cluedo. but then again im never one who likes to lug heavy things around and absolutely cannot tolerate the sight of my bag being fat. oh well, i dont know what im driving at here.
finished hes just not into you, and i think thats the last book a pride-driven person(ie. me) would need. i think it only made things worse because now im being encouraged to have even more pride. in fact im inspired to draw up a new standard list like the book suggested towards the end. but it shall not be revealed to everybody except probably enpei/julia/chah/debby because not everyone understands, appreciates and shares my feelings. i know sometimes people have a point but i have my point too, and i choose to live by it.
okay anyway, im kinda curious about my new class already, though a few days ago i wasnt even putting any thought into it. i always welcome new environments see, because they make life more exciting. unless of course im stuck in a dead-boring class, but yknow you can always think of ways to make it exciting.
i saw the nicest, thinnest, smoothest hair on a boy today, while i sat up front in the hall. i was so tempted to touch it yknow, soso tempted.
ok outta here, desperate housewives is what makes my mondays exciting.
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[26 Mar 2005|11:31pm] |
i cant believe i actually managed to ruthlessly shut someone out of my life for two whole days.
went out late in the afternoon with chinleng and chel, then cabbed down to debby's place for her 17bday party. ate too many chocolate eggs, conversations we had were hilarious.
on monday, i'll have debbie, sheila, chah, debby and aneeta in my school. start to a brand new life. i do hope they're as excited as i am for them. on a side note, for the first time in my our lives me, julia and en will hit the supergym. i can almost picture ourselves playing a fool more than we actually exercise. but its cool, will have fun.
cabbed home from debby's and the cab driver drove really fast. now i like that, but the driver was practically weaving in and out, driving from the 3rd lane to the 1st, then to 3rd again, back and forth, you get the drift. to make me even more excited, he picked up a call without using a earset. now thats too cool for me, i dont want to end my life just yet. still in the end paid him extra, because the journey was really faast.
Bedtime
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[25 Mar 2005|10:30pm] |
i have a quirky thing going on, im not quite sure why either. i realised i talk to people whose names i dont know, cant recall and yet i make no attempts to ask them personally. instead i think i almost pretend to know, to save both of us from embarrassment. and then sometimes if i remember, i'd casually ask one of my friends. because if u ask me, i find it uber embarrassing and rude to go "hey whats your name actually? i think i forgot." in the middle of your conversation. unless obviously im talking to someone for the first time, its only polite to open your mouth and ask.
i suppose im just bad with names. but on the flip side, im very good with faces.
did 2.5hrs of yoga today, shopped around with my mom, found the perfect present for debby though later i decided that maybe i'll be the one who likes it more. its good anyhow so debby you'd better appreciate it. i still have your nerds in my fridge, laa. caught the eye after that and it isnt a single bit fancy when the movie mentions a yoga pose you've been doing every lesson for months as a way to, yknow.
sleepy puppy eyes very attractive. *smiles.
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[24 Mar 2005|11:48pm] |
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im starting afresh here, if you havent realised ive had my 3six9 for almost 8months already. i know im making it sound as though 8months is eternity, but well i just had a sudden inspiration to get started on a fresh clean site! im too sentimental to delete the old one though, so will leave it there. for the silly pictures we took back in rgs, the countless rantings of boring school life and for the sake of laughing my head off at my silly self. now thats d to the mx for you : )
its the Easter weekend! skipped CF today because i got so sleepy during double GP i think it wouldnt do anyone around me good if i hadnt gone home to rest instead. anyway, i smeell the holidays and nothing makes me happier though this week has been slack enough already. to top it off we only have 3lectures for per day for the first 3days of the new term which begins next week. now its 40mins per period, you do the calculations.
on a side note, everyone should get over the posting issue. i know its a hard fall and i do feel sad for some of my friends but its not the end of the world if youre not posted where you want to. i'll pray before i go to bed tonight.
yawn, i miss you jayne.
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